I Love That I can't Hate YOU

Whenever I keep quiet… You ask me to speak…
And now when I wanna say such a lot… You aren’t ready to listen…
When I do mistakes, you’re always around…
And now when I wanna make ammends, You’re nowhere to be found…
When I don’t say a single word, you understand such a lot…
And now when I say I LOVE YOU… you fail to hear that…
My presence hurts you more than my absence…
But when I’m far away, you tell me to come back…
When my feelings are true… You don’t turn around to stay..
And when I move out, You just let me go away…
Far away to the world of loneliness..
In a crowd of smilling faces, but not a single known…
Memories haunting me day and night…
I keep thinking, how long will I be able to fight?
The only voice I wanna hear has gone silent forever…
And the only one I see, is to be found never…
Forever hurts, ‘cuz it’s never true..
I wish I could live forever, without YOU…
Maybe a day will come when evrything will be same…
But can a broken glass be a whole again??
I went away, not ‘coz I wanted to…
But ‘coz I thought you needed me too..
Only if I realised it before…
I’m not the one, whom YOU are made for …

Should I..???

should I stop speaking... just to see how you feel???
Should I go to that extent where you may even leave??
doesn't it matter when I can't stop my tears??
Don't you bother when my heart is on fire??
Don't you see that my eyes are searching for you??
Is it so easy for you to come and go??
Why do you say your feelings won't change??
When all that mattered has gone withheld??
Is love meant to be just for a while??
Can't there be an everlasting smile??
My love for you will be the same...
But I know that you won't be here again...
with all the pieces of my broken heart...
I'm trying to solve the puzzle that has taken a start..
Whenever I see you a smile appears...
Only your presence can take away my never ending tears....
I wish I never have to cry...
The wish will only come true when you'll be my life...