Do you realize wot you do to me?
dun you c d pain inside me?
Filings are washing away..
my emotions are fading from me..
I can’t c d reality...
Cuz ol d time u had been faking me!!..
I can’t look beyond dis dark world..
cuz it seems like just another YOU..
standing behind d shadow..
Yes its YOU and no one new..
And I juz look back and walk away...
But wherever I go, i end up going ure way...
Cuz ol d tym i had been away from the reality..
and ol d tym u had been juz faking me!!
Every time I'm trying hard.. you fail to realize..
And every time am truthful.. There's a lie behind your eyes...
Everyday my heart beats.. but they no more rhyme with yours..
Every time I wanna make amends.. You end up leaving me in tears..
Every time I wanna live.. You kill me more inside..
And every time I love you more.. You put up a silly fight...
The days will never be the same again..How I wish it could be..
And every time am holding your hand.. You are letting go of you and me..
Why can't I be with you?
You and I, together, we can make forever come true.!!
Why is it always that happy times fly away?
Can't it stay longer, rather than vanishing just in a day?
I feel so strange.. am scared of my life..!!
You're the only reason am alive..
Don't know how long you'll continue hating me..
But I wish things don't remain the way it be..
Come and take me away from this cruel world..
This time please don't break my heart !!..
Whenever I keep quiet… You ask me to speak…
And now when I wanna say such a lot… You aren’t ready to listen…
When I do mistakes, you’re always around…
And now when I wanna make ammends, You’re nowhere to be found…
When I don’t say a single word, you understand such a lot…
And now when I say I LOVE YOU… you fail to hear that…
My presence hurts you more than my absence…
But when I’m far away, you tell me to come back…
When my feelings are true… You don’t turn around to stay..
And when I move out, You just let me go away…
Far away to the world of loneliness..
In a crowd of smilling faces, but not a single known…
Memories haunting me day and night…
I keep thinking, how long will I be able to fight?
The only voice I wanna hear has gone silent forever…
And the only one I see, is to be found never…
Forever hurts, ‘cuz it’s never true..
I wish I could live forever, without YOU…
Maybe a day will come when evrything will be same…
But can a broken glass be a whole again??
I went away, not ‘coz I wanted to…
But ‘coz I thought you needed me too..
Only if I realised it before…
I’m not the one, whom YOU are made for …
should I stop speaking... just to see how you feel???
Should I go to that extent where you may even leave??
doesn't it matter when I can't stop my tears??
Don't you bother when my heart is on fire??
Don't you see that my eyes are searching for you??
Is it so easy for you to come and go??
Why do you say your feelings won't change??
When all that mattered has gone withheld??
Is love meant to be just for a while??
Can't there be an everlasting smile??
My love for you will be the same...
But I know that you won't be here again...
with all the pieces of my broken heart...
I'm trying to solve the puzzle that has taken a start..
Whenever I see you a smile appears...
Only your presence can take away my never ending tears....
I wish I never have to cry...
The wish will only come true when you'll be my life...
i'm sorry if i cry tonight...
i'm sorry for the lie tonight...
i'm sorry 'cause i don't mean the apology...
i'm sorry 'cause i just wanna hide...
i just can't see myself burning into ashes..
i just dun wanna hear the scream...
neither do i wanna feel the fear that embraces...
and i don't want yu ever in my dream...
i may have seen how thousand people dies...
but this is the first time i visit my coffin...
i may have heard a thousand liess..
but this was the first time i knew you were lying...
and so i may pretend forever...
i'll let you know nothing ever...
it's just me and my fake smile...
'cause i had been alone all this while..
