evrynyt i die...

i'm sorry if i cry tonight...
i'm sorry for the lie tonight...
i'm sorry 'cause i don't mean the apology...
i'm sorry 'cause i just wanna hide...
i just can't see myself burning into ashes..
i just dun wanna hear the scream...
neither do i wanna feel the fear that embraces...
and i don't want yu ever in my dream...
i may have seen how thousand people dies...
but this is the first time i visit my coffin...
i may have heard a thousand liess..
but this was the first time i knew you were lying...
and so i may pretend forever...
i'll let you know nothing ever...
it's just me and my fake smile...
'cause i had been alone all this while..